Don’t Believe In Me

Garrison Starr

stuck in purgatory but it feels a lot like hell 
on the second story of a dirty old motel 
am I running from my dreams, Jesus or myself 

nowhere in this whole wide world that’s ever felt like home 
people tell me I should pray to a god I’ve never known 
and the tv just reminds me that I still feel so alone 

open up the sky and let me out 
I wanna stare you in the face and ask you how 
am I supposed to wait a lifetime to finally be set free 
when I believe in something that don’t believe in me 

I hear people saying that my heart is full of sin 
tell me what makes my sins different than them 
they wanna wash me in the river but there’s nothing left to wash away 
what’s the point of praying if there’s nothing left to say 

open up the sky and let me out 
I wanna stare you in the face and ask you how 
am I supposed to wait a lifetime to finally be set free 
when I believe in something that don’t believe in me 

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am I supposed to wait a lifetime to finally be set free 
when I believe in something that don’t believe in me 
when I believe in something that don’t believe in me